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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Sat, 06 May 2006 18:42:20 GMT

And of all the places I've been.
I know this next one is going to be the best.
Because even though I've never been here
I know how it's going to end..
It's going to be the one that finally comes out right
true to myself and truly inspired to the love
from which my heart has ached for years on end
starving on the dry crumbs of a cheat.
Satiated by the flood of. her. <3

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:27:07 GMT

It isn't that I know what I'm doing,
It's because I know where I want to be,
How I want to get there,
and who I want to be left standing with when it's all over.

And this is more than dreams could form
More than I could ever hoped for
That my moonlight hands be beautiful aside yours
That sparkling gestures and words from a sense of purpose,
be ours.

These are the happiest days of my life, Girl.
These are all for you, all for me, all for us.
These are what they call words lost from God.
This is what they call love.

♥ Trisha

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 04:46:28 GMT

If anyone that reads my blog knows about the revolution in brain games for teh nintendo dual screen, you might like this. a game that helps japanese learn english lol :) http://touch-ds.jp/mfs/eigozuke/movie.html

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 10:09:10 GMT

I don't have to fight this fight.
I know the truth.

:)
I love that girl more than both of you.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:24:51 GMT

I love Trisha more than potatoes. and all that good stuff :-p. We went coffee-ing and park-ing and funn-ing and i really like that girl bunches. We take the weirdest pictures. (I'll put them up later). I'm really.. mellow? relaxed. whatever lol. I'm just happy ^_^

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 00:03:25 GMT

Taboo
Brandon

I am that voice, speaking quietly
seeking you out, without a fight
I know you know me, I can see you everyday
But, God, if they could see yours—this little world would be a wreck.
I’m that voice in your head, crashing and waving my hands.
I’m that socially unacceptable, perverted thought in your loins.
I’m that one inside you screaming when you think you can’t.
I’m the thing that keeps you human, keeps you wild.
If they could see me, you would be an animal,
If you could see me, you’d question yourself.
If we could be exposed, which is the exposé?

Hi, how are you, I love your body.
Wanna’ meet me in an alley?
---Or do you want to play that “Civilized” game,
Like you don’t want this-- Like you don’t want me.
Like you don’t need me, ravenous, and encaged--
I can make you scream, I can kill.
I can make you happy, and insane.
I can push you over the edge, push you into rape,
murder, sloth, envy, and so many others:
my brothers too numerous to count,
but you know them still, don’t you.

Deny me and eat yourself, scream from the bleeding
pressed and clean, plastic-covered, sterile existence
that you tell yourself you love. You know this isn’t what
anyone wants. Rage more.

If it wasn’t in the laws, would you do me anyways?
If you had never been told, that I was bad,
How would you ever know when to stop?
If I am evil and completely vicious,
Then what does that make you?

Monday, March 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 20:30:33 GMT

My dad's being really dumb and is like you can't be ont he computer today, because you didn't take the trash out. WTF....

I can't wait till tommorow. <3

will write more soon.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 14:14:58 GMT

I don't want to go to work today. I want to play and see people and stuff. And I want to see Trish. And I want to take a shower lol. At least it's only like 5 hours today. (I really don't like going there). I really love that girl. And I hope we can get her dress for prom figured out haha. <3

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 12:35:07 GMT

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

I had an awesome night. burning magnesium + taking peektures + togetherness <3

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 00:53:42 GMT